The Love Of My Life

A human being who is honest and caring, The lovely escorts from charlotte London escorts has had a profound impact on my life. She came into my world at a time when I was not looking for love, but she found her way in.

She can be so fragile and sensitive from time to time, but she knows how to make me laugh like no one else can. I cannot imagine my life without her in it.

She always has something positive to say about the world around us, even during the most difficult of times in our lives and this warms my heart.

She is my emotional rock and I will always be there to catch her when she falls. My sweet angel, I love you and miss you every day, even though you are a thousand miles away.

I began to cry.

“How can I do this?” I asked her.

“Because you have to,” she replied. “You have to be honest with yourself and with the world around you.”
“What do you mean?” I asked.

“You are thinking of the future,” she said.

“Yes,” I replied. “I am in love with Kim. I want a future with her. Not just now but for the rest of my life.”

She moved closer and kissed me gently on the lips “Then you have to put your emotions aside for a little while and be completely honest with yourself.” She smiled at me lovingly, looking deep into my eyes, “Then you put your emotions aside for a little while and be completely honest with yourself.” She kissed me again on the lips, softly this time, without saying anything else. I kissed her back, on the softness of her skin.

I held her close. “I am not being honest with myself, though,” I said.
“Yes you are,” she said, “you are just not believing it. You are closing your mind to what you feel and you are holding onto what you think is the truth.”
“I don’t know about that,” I replied. “That may be true but it does not make me feel any better.”
She smiled again and wrapped her arms around my neck. “It doesn’t matter whether or not it makes you feel any better because with time the truth will become a reality for you.” She kissed me again softly on the lips this time, then stepped back. “You will see.” She smiled again and then she was gone and I was back in my bed, alone.

By the time I got to work the next day, I had exhausted myself with worry over the whole situation. There was no way to get past what I had said to Kim. As much as I wanted it to be true, there was just no getting around that short time line. It simply couldn’t be done.

There are some things that cannot be undone and this is one of them.

Kim and I never spoke of my comment regarding time, but it always seemed to be in the back of my mind.

Time was the only thing that we had in common, the only thing that meant anything to me. And now she was leaving me and there wasn’t any way to change it. There was no point worrying about it, no point thinking about it because what good would it do? I knew that there was nothing I could do about it.
I tried to find some comfort in being a cop, but as soon as I began to think about Kim, everything went into a spin.